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Went to church last Sunday..
and somehow I'm still thinking if the sermon.

It was about love.
And how love motivates.
Different scenarios where
love is present,
when love is lost,
and
when love is available.

love motivates.
With love,
we are energized.
With love,
there is hope.

its funny how a mere feeling could control us.
having love,
just motivates you,
drives you
to do things that you would do for one and not for another.

i remember,
going jogging and basketball,
hoping to just get a glimpse of that one person.
hoping that she would notice me.

i remember,
learning something new.
so that i could have something in common with her.
at least we have something to talk about.

i remember,
making a fool out of myself.
just to see her smile.
going for a horror movie,
petrified, but i heard her giggle.

all this,
she may not notice.
i kept this to myself
but what for?
love does not need reason.

*blank*

last night was just one of the many nights i had..
insomnia once again..
only managed to sleep around 5am..

kept waking up like every 30 minutes..
celaka punyer ~~
finally got my a** up and took a long shower..

went to Asia Cafe and had my long awaited Nasi Lemak !
TMABAH NASI !!
*yummmmmmmmm*


so yea..
thats about how my day is for now..
been trying to download some new songs into my ipod..

i'll just quote a few lyrics that i like..~

"i used to be love drunk,
but now i'm hungover"
- Boys like Girls -

"they said: "they there girl, tell what do you do,
she said, nothing but i'm damn sure it more than you"
- The Jets -

- basically the whole song of According to You by Orianthi -

and lastly..

"stop talk talk talking that blah blah blah"
- Kesha -

24

time waits for no one.

but right now..
i feel as if i've got too much time on my hands..
its just one of those moments again..

got a shock when i woke up today..
1pm is showed on my phone..
and i was suppose to meet a friend for lunch !
that 1 digit totally woke me up..

checked it for another time..
was only 10am.. >.<

went to wash up and waited till 12noon..
took a cab to Sunway Pyramid and had taiwanese lunch..
dont know what its called..
but i made sure that i got my hands on some crispy chicken..
just looooooooove it !

wanted to pass some time..
both of us headed to the arcade..
got our hands on any games we found interesting...
from car racing to zombie killing..

feeling thirsty from all that adrenalin,
we stooped by at a juice bar..
and got myself someting called...
"The Energizer" Lol~

went back to the apartment around 3pm..
took a rest..
*at this point, i have no idea why i needed the energizer*

around 5pm..
went to SunU for basketball..
played for 3 freakin' hours !!

*YOOOOHH...now feeling uber tired*

had dinner with my brother at Rock Cafe..
and went home..

for the first time in 3 years..
i step foot in Asia Cafe..
feeling a little bit nostalgic,
i went to the pool table..hahahhaa..
had few games with Chenyong and his friends..
while lepaking awhile..

now i'm home..
smelling like a cigarette
and its time for a shower..
toodles~

L.O.V.E

Love cannot be forced, love cannot be coaxed and teased.
It comes out from heaven, unasked and unsought.
- Pearl Buck -

To love somebody is not just a strong feeling -
it is a decision, it is a judgment, it is a promise.
If love were only a feeling,
there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever.
- Eric Fromm -

Love and Time -
those are the only two things in all the world
and in all of life that cannot be bought, only spent.
- Gary Jennings -

Being Free

tiring tiring weekend..i am Dead serious..
went over to a friend's place for the weekends...
i literally exhaust myself to the max..
whole body aching..legs are still sore (till today)..even my neck is still stiff..
let me tell you what i did..

went for a slight jog on friday..
followed by a game of bball at Bukit Rimau..
fun game..not too tired then..

then on saturday...
woke up at 6am !!
for a 9km jog !!
can you believe that i jogged 9km..at 6am !!!
took us like an hour to pass 9km...
after that hour..
i felt my legs ..they werent mine anymore...
was energy-less for the whole day...
and i had plans with friends that night..
had to walk around 1U !! yoohhhhhhh~~

another early day on Sunday..
7am..for basketball...
this i wanted to play..wouldnt mind a game of bball any day..
hehe..

and on monday..i again went for ajog and bball..
played with Chris..
he's pretty good..
that fella can jump..can really jump... =S

so all in all...
EXHAUSTED ~~

hope all this would continue..
wouldnt mind keeping myself busy..or occupied
really ned some time away from any thoughts..
just want to escape from this world for abit..
and the only way i know how is by basketball...

where i am free and in my own world..



-cause everything you do and words you say
you know that it all takes my breath away

so maybe its true, that i cant live without you
and maybe two is better than one-

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I'm so tired,

but i can't sleep.
standing on the edge of something,
much too deep.
funny how i feel so much but cannot say a word,
I am screaming inside, but I cant be heard.
so afraid to love you,
more afraid to lose.

You can close you eyes
to the things you don't want to see,
but,
You cannot close your heart
to the things you don't want to feel.

One of the hardest thing in life
is having words in you heart
that you can't utter.
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pssst!
of you're feeling tired these days,
and you legs must be paining,
Don't Worry!
Its only because you've been running in my mind day and night ..

暗恋

Still lonely still lonely

昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境
告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你

So lonely
So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受

So lonely

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你

我愿意
So lonely so here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你

So here I am standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
Im lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你

Believing

been doing some reading today..
well not from books but online..
came across some articles

"you never lose by loving you always lose by holding back"

"love cannot be summarized in one sentence"

It Takes 2

Faith makes all things possible...Love makes all things easy.
Love give you the freedom you need and help you to Be yourself.
Love with reason lasts the longest - I Love You just because.

psssst! waiting..

*IMU*

"I guess I guess I am in love

you got me flying high above

higher than the skies

further than the stars

we could fly to the moon

come back living large

I want you to know

that every day I'll be thinking of

you

even though you're so far away"
- Caprice

Get Well..Soon !

blocked ears..
head's dizzy...
nose feels funny..

you really should get more rest..
semesters gonna start soon..
cant afford to fall sick now...
but dont la go hibernating........
=P

really do hope you get well soon..

Dilemma

so unsure of myself sometimes...
cannot read what is presented to me..
guess i'm starting 2010 with an empty mind..

i just want to live life day by day..
what happened...to the Happy-go-Lucky me..
i dont want to have hopes for anything anymore..
whatever happens...happens.

does she know?
only time will tell ey..